maybe im just a little spot on ur heart,who dont have any special meaning for you..
i dont know, do i make ur heart dirtier or cleanner..
im too afraid to ask u..
in spite of that,,
im always happy..
eventhough for u i just have a little meaning as little as myself
eventhough u just realize me when u r alone
eventhough u've never involved me in ur sentences except in the end of them,just in the end..nevermind it.
eventhough u often unregard me exist
eventhough u feel ashamed to introduce me to ur family
eventhough u just make me such a fool
eventhough u always hurt me all the time..
IM STILL HAPPY..
why??
because for me,,
u're just A VERY TINY MICRO THING who doesnt have any meaning
in my whole life..
so'..
whatever u've done to make me cry out,hurt or desperate..
all of them are failed!!
hahahaha...
heii..remeber,,
never made me such a fool or i'll make u my clown!!
if u wanted me to appreciate u,,u have to appreciate me well too..
ok!!
^^

[sebuah self defense..
ketika jiwa merasa rapuh..
hanya pikiran jernih dan mimpi lah yang bisa menguatkan..
jangan perah mau mengalah dengan rasa sakit,,
karena hidup terlalu indah untuk ditukar dengan rasa sakit..
live ur life happily,sist!]